Saturday, June 20, 2020

This n That



As the Golden State limps back to normalcy, The spousal unit comes up with never before, unique and out of the box ideas to venture out of the house. He started reading some MD's best seller about healing and is a paragon in advocating the benefits of walking to all and sundry. 'All and sundry' in question is yours truly, thanks to the confined audience he gets due the social distancing lately. I have to admit that though I am not a fitness freak by any stretch of imagination, I'd always loved walking all my life. So the hubby and I walk these days in the nearby park - which is a lovely spread of everything a outdoorsy adventurous type seeks and also what everything a nature lover like me seeks - Just the other day, I heard this resonating, rhythmic tap tap tap while I took the fleet of stairs paved through the creek to launch me into the park. I looked up to spot a tiny feller with a beak that looked like it was carved out of iron pecking away at a far away branch of the walnut tree. I even tried to film him in on my smart phone - but the sun placement didn't yield share-worthy results. So anyway, the stroll gets punctuated with such diversions but who's really a fitness freak here? So, it's all okay without any plot holes - The path only has yummy twists and turns and no wonder the weighing scales don't budge much for me.

It was a relief to note that businesses are slowly but surely limping back to normalcy, opening their doors to patrons. We realized the outlets were open and decided to drive by just to gauge the atmosphere outside. I am happy to report that the parking lot had quiet a few cars and people ventured out with masks, probably armed with other precautions and lingered around the open strip. We didn't really step out but decided to drive by the picturesque Winery route to breathe in some fresh air and feast on some green scenery. As we drove past, the little one expressed desire to buy some slime. Now talking about the many facets of slime dear people, is going to be a diversion that wouldn't let me blog about this or that, so I'll pass that while making a mental note to use it as a prompt for one of my blogs one of these days. 

So the slime acquiring stop happened when we all decided to step into a store. While we traced the sparsely occupied isles of the store, I spotted a pair of pillow cases that are dressing up the pillows in my room as we speak, snuggling up with James Bond. James Bond is a stuff white tiger that I got as a return gift for my now fifteen year old niece's third birthday that was celebrated in her hometown Mumbai. As we were asked to pick a toy for the kids post party that was hosted in Hamley's, I sidelined my then barely two year old first born who didn't have to vocabulary to convey her choices and did a little bit of match fixing to make her pick James Bond the white tiger. Ever since, James Bond had been my favorite (or one of the few favorites) that was a steady companion on my writing desk, book case or the bed. Now, I don't cuddle with him (as he is, err, too tiny and I need body pillows to support my frame) but he has been a joy for ever in literal terminology. 

So back to the pillow case spotting - seldom do I pick thing off the shelf and buy them as my shopping style isn't impulsive. The contemplation lets me choose wisely and pick things like James Bond that kind of become as permanent a fixture as they can become in this impermanent life. Now let's no digress into the impermanence thingie as well as that won't end well, or that won't end so to speak ;) So the pillow cases were white, the preferred shade of my bed linens and they have these cute cues - and they have flowers and they have the yin and yang in the safety and adventure they seem to suggest. When I picked them, I thought of James Bond and me - The yin and yang. I promptly peeled the cases off of their snug packaging and put them on the pillows, grabbed James Bond to pose for my blog and viola, I had a whole this and that forming in my head and heartscape.
So here we are, with a picture peek into my head, heart and home - and here is James Bond, the cutest white tiger known to human kind. I'll capture him up close sometime to show off the pool like blue eyes he has and I'll bet my last dollar that it'll inspire you to swoon if not write random lines in your random verses about 'the blue eyes you'd fallen in love with' :) And by the way, I say James Bond is the cutest stuff white tiger of all because on one instance, a very sassy and out spoken art student of mine asked me for James Bond as a birthday present. Now on this particular occasion, I brought this little girl a case of colors for her birthday (that I usually, voluntarily celebrate for my students in my classroom) "I want the white tiger instead of these" She pointed to James Bond and demanded. I for the first (and hopefully the only time in my life) kind of dodged someone and denied them what they asked for, though it was in a very sly political manner. "James Bond has been with us for so long and he is not new. I shall find you a new one next time around but you can have the colors and anything else you please till then" I negotiated. The little girl settled for the colors, a box of chocolates and a shiny bracelet with mild reluctance but I from then on, made sure that it wasn't in the eye shot of any little kids my age (mental age that is) And one fine day,  the second born was old  enough to demand things and I cannot, no matter how hard I try, dodge those demands. So James Bond goes on his adventures now and then to tacky sticky play surfaces and I am off late, looking for ways to keep him clean. We'll see how that goes.

But for now, and at the end of the days he strays, James Bond is securely placed back in clean, loving condition like he is tonight - and I am sure he'll keep me safe while I'll keep him wild.

And what delightful irony James Bond's life in in the company of Elloco Numero Ono :)

(Published in first draft glory and may contain spelling blunders and the occasional skipped words, which my world wide brethren are humbly requested, as always, to condone :) )
 

Thursday, June 18, 2020

Address


As I walk along the unknown  lane
I come face to face with the faceless
The stuff that hits you hard
And sets in deep, despite the invisibility.
The stuff that you sense instead of see
The wounds that are made of phantom stones
That are hauled at your soul.

As I take things in my stride
I swallow the fears, examine the scrapes in new light
Hey, these are lessons! I revel in the perspective.
I walk along the street of experience;
A thing that is felt not spotted
Playing peekaboo, penetrating beyond the bones
Revealing the formless insights, whispering the wordless wisdom.

As I stroll along the roads of perceptions
They broaden like paths laid in magical tales
Making surface tension on water
Morph into a sheets of paved sidewalks
Enablers of these visions, set a runway
To take off with with the wings of discernment
Suddenly making air and water
Into palpable trails leading to the rational -
As funny as it sounds.

As silly as it rings, I walk this track
Where the lines of duality blur into a oneness
Where rights and wrongs fuse into fairness
Where pain and pleasure concoct into bliss
I know not what this course entails
Or where it leads or what it presents
I look around to see where I am
'Serendipity' the signpost reads.





Tuesday, June 16, 2020

Connect



Walk with me to the other side
Of these paths suspended in mid air
Like fond dreams dwelling in deep sleep
Germinating seeds of yearning 
In the subconscious
These roads laid in the sky
Grazing the fog
Extend and connect 
Fantasies to the factual.
Bridge the gaps
From the antonyms of life
Surging the wings to the synonyms of hope.
But if you see the pathways blur
Don't hesitate in confusion
Let the curtains rise on faith
And take a leap
You might fail to see
But you shall prevail to seek.
Make the connect
And let the trust set in
Paving paths from visions to the truth.


Photo by Jerome Dominici 



Monday, June 15, 2020

Spread



Hope you know
The Kaleidoscope of dreams
That shift and shape 
In your thoughts
Adorn my heart
Like love knots
Made in intricate twists
Never to be unraveled
Staying twisted like an infinite symbol.

Wish you know
The little flutters
My hearts feels 
Every time you throw a careless glance
In my blessed direction
Beats are skipped
Footsteps are tripped
Finding solace, regaining balance
Clutching to the crutches 
Of your childlike smiles
That linger like an aura around you.

Trust you know
Like incense you spread your grace
Filling the air 
With your fragrance of fondness
Flirting in your gentle presence
I falter and fall
Deep diving in your eyes
Feeling the chill of love
Engrossed in that moment.
Wondering if it is your prowess
Or my Candor
That colors these reflections.

Photo by Elina Sazonova from Pexels

Sunday, June 14, 2020

Contagious



I wear a mask now
A literal one
Meant in the literal way!
The figurative counterparts
Laugh in mock.
I live in a bubble now
Looking through the opening
Guarding life
By shunning to live.
The delightful irony
Laughs out loud
As empty lanes
Dwindle into eerie homes
I carry a shield now
Guarding me from what can be
Carefully concealing who I am
To what I was.
The existing distances
Between people
Get visible now
Just like the masks we wear
The fears, the worries
Take forms and shapes
Erasing the lines 
Between real and the reality.
I smile with my eyes now
Hoping someone can see it, feel it
And then I sigh with my soul now
Realizing how an invisible smile
Can't be see, when the visible ones escape visions.
I live a little more now
Probably, this is what the materialization 
Of the abstract taught me.
I love with my every cell now
May be the take away is finally taken.

Photo by Gustavo Fring from Pexels