Ambience - Quiet night, moderate and warm.
Mood - juvenile, light hearted reflection
Looping - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=licjBYeWKks
The prayers and pleas - movie Kedarnadh

The stretch 

Leading to the realization 

Beyond this virtuality

What do I carry

On this path forward?

What do I find? And what do I seek?

Abscesses cutting through tender thoughts?

Unconscious deeds not meant at all?

This maze called life 

That melts into nothing 

Termination awaits 

Perhaps at the next turn

Then what do I pack and what do I leave back?

Carefully curated collage may be

Of blessed moments, giving hearts

Gratitude for the love I got

Understanding for the unintended hurts.

Letting go of gathered pain

Balance sheets of loss and gain..

What purpose do they serve at all

Except as crutches to limp along

While I fail and fall!

This road to learning 

This path to wisdom 

What do I look for and what do I call?

Blink and miss, this journey beyond 

Let me pack love, share it among all

Walking along on this tricky slope

Let me pack joy and let me pack hope

Leaving back the weight of my plight

Of resentment, hatred and the urge to fight.

Let this way be paved in love

In a yearning to help and shine my little  light.